All my life, I have been indecisive, taking excessive consideration with each and every decision, no matter the breadth.  And yet, long after the conclusion, I seem to allow my mind to become commandeered with thoughts of alternative scenarios and outcomes, if only I had chosen differently. An excerpt from my writing notebook stated… I haven’t written in my notebook in over a month, until today in the mid-afternoon.  I suddenly had an overwhelming urge to write down the thoughts that have been circling my mind for quite awhile, but were never written down. Call it what you will, I realize now, more than ever before in my life that…