American Writer, Photographer, and Website Designer. Former career Fire and EMS Lieutenant. She/Her/Lesbian.

Tag: Diary

  • Only The Moon Understands The Beauty Of Love

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    The last remaining hours of the year slowly ticked by as I watched the New Years Eve special on television, live from my home town of New York City. It seems that the winter, cold and bitter, and drearily silent, gives reason for one to think about the year, as once again one starts to…

  • There Is A Ceiling In The Darkness

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    Last night I was plagued by nightmares in my sleep; recurring dreams in which I was dying through a series of tragic events. I spent the duration of yesterday thinking about my 22 year fire department career. Last night I as I lay awake, I realized that there is a ceiling in the darkness, and…

  • Summoned To The Far Reaches Of My Mind


    Today I was summoned to the far reaches of my mind as I pondered all morning about what I was going to write, as the snow fell gently only to be carried away by a mocking easterly wind. I spent the last few days going through my old notebooks, in a futile attempt to gain…

  • Second-Guessing


    February 4, 2009 Today I’m second-guessing the plans I made in regards to my book. I’m still going to write it, of course even if my approach leads me in a different direction. To write a book one has to open up their heart and soul if they want to make it worth reading. Writing…

  • My Moleskine Notebook


    November 3, 2008 My dear friend of 10+ years talked to me on my Skype for an hour and 45 minutes. “G” is an openly gay and borderline effeminate college best friend of mine who despite his busy schedule, always finds time to keep in touch. Not only has he enjoyed huge success in recent…

  • I Am A Writer!


    February 2, 2009 I consider myself a writer because I love to create written documentation of any kind. The best decision I ever made to further my career in writing was to start a blog.  Blogs are perfect for creating, sharing, and archiving documentation of all kinds.  A problem I faced recently was a crashed…

  • Wasted Life


    January 29, 2009 So far I can honestly say that I’ve led a very successful and productive life.  And yet despite all that I have done and all that I’ve accomplished, I still feel as if I’ve wasted my life.  Everyone tells me that today is the first day of the rest of your life…